So Far...

We are half way through 2010 and I just want to write down a few things I've learned or have been reminded of so far:
1. When things don't go their way...a 'friend' can become an enemy.
2. I have to take breaks! They will not be given to me.
3. More than anything, my children need a peaceful home, it is the foundation of a
peaceful life.
4. When you have a job where you plant seeds, don't expect to see growth for a
loooong time.
5. People will sell you out to make themselves look good.
6. I am still Under Construction.
7. I don;t have to settle!
8. I can't do everything..especially after 7 p.m.
9. Appreciate my mom more! Remind her of how much a blessing she has been to me.
9. I NEED GOD! Trying to do all I do in my own strength is fruitless!
I am really trying to become better each day. Trying to get more organized...Spend more quality time with my babies..and take better care of my body. At the same time, I give myself a break when things seem to be moving sooooo slowly..especially the things I want to change.

Hmm

Jahlel did two days of swimming classes and caught some virus which had him out for the rest of the week. He's had a fever, chills, diarrhea, stomach ache, etc. Qiym had a bad rash this week. So...it's been an interesting week..to say the least.

Work has also been quite busy. Looking for a few new teachers and enrolling new students has been my main focus. Also, our second graders have been testing all week. I'm excited about the future, but also a little unsettled about some of the changes that are taking place. Overall, I trust God and know that all things will work together.

Don't Throw Staples!

Today was a good day..one suspension..1st grader threw a staple at someone..mom replied "what's the big deal. He couldn't hurt anyone with that." I wonder if her response would have been different if her son had gotten hit with the staple.

I took Jahlel to swimming lessons. We are hoping he eventually qualifies for the swim team.
Made it home by 6:30.

It's Happening Again

So I went back to work two weeks ago and it's happening again...I'm not writing every day. By the time I get home each evening I am EXHAUSTED. Get kids ready for bed, dinner time, bed time for the little ones, and me preparing for the next day. Once every thing is complete, I usually fall asleep watching an episode of Grey's Anatomy.

I must find a way to write every day. Even it's only three sentences. Maybe I will start taking a real lunch break..out of the office and write! I'm going to try this plan and see how it works.

Thank You Mom

When I was growing up, I never knew the value of the sacrifices my mother made for me. I took them for granted. I took her for granted. Without fail she...
-made sure my clothes were clean.
-had the house smelling like breakfast every Sunday morning...with gospel
music playing in the background.
-encouraged me to be better.
-gave me Shirley Temple curls every Easter..until I decided I was too old
for them.
-prepared hot meals every day.
-put all of us ahead of her career..gave up nursing to take care of us.
-whooped my butt as needed!!
-helped me discover what my gifts and talents and supported me..thanks for all the rides to performances/contests/piano lessons, etc.
-was up before us every day..preparing.
-kept a clean house.
-loved me unconditionally.
-made sacrifices that I may never know about.
Thank you Helen Maudesta (Taylor) Turner. I am because you are.

Running on Fumes!

Some days I have nothing left..this is one of those days.
Parent mtg last night.
All day district evaluation today.
Reading report cards tomorrow.
Whew!

I made it!

So I made it through my first official day back at work. I am embarrassed to say that I was about 10 minutes late. I set my alarm for 5:30, snoozed it and got out the bed about 6:20. Tomorrow I will place it across the room to make sure I get up! And I will go to sleep at a decent hour. I was up completing the last few things on my list. The day went by pretty fast and I actually made it home by 6:00. I am determined to leave at a decent time unless I have a special meeting.

I thank God for His strength!

Self Care is So Important

The other night I had a dream that my leg hair had gotten so long I got it braided. Self care is essential!

In The Morning...

In the morning I will go back to work full time as a mother of four children, 6 and under. I was able to get through most of my checklist from my last post. However, I did cheat a bit. Thankfully, I was able to get a few pre-cooked items from Costco including a Rotisserie chicken and lasagna. I made a good meal today, but most if it is gone...no left overs for tomorrow.

Adar, my 7 week old, seemed to be even more attached to me today. He did not sleep much and whenever I left the room, he had a strong reaction. It's as if he is protesting my returning back to work. I gave him lots of hugs and kisses and will do the same before and after work tomorrow. There are only 6 weeks left in the school year, which will go by fast. However, these will be very busy weeks! This week alone I have a visit by LAUSD for our annual review.

In the meantime. I will cherish every moment I have with my babies!

Getting Ready To Go Back 2 Work

Yesterday I went to my job for Grandparents Day. I feel as if work is a second home. Even when circumstances are demanding, I simply see it as a challenge to work thru. I have yet to feel like throwing in the towel.

This coming Monday is my official first day back. The task before me this weekend is to get my house in a place where next week will go as smoothly as possible. Thankfully, I only have two loads of clothes to wash.
1. Next, I need to put the kids clothes in individualized crates for the week.

2. Of course, I will go shopping...diapers, wipes, formula, extra bottles, food for meals, snacks, etc.

3. Oh yeah, Jahlel needs new school pants...he split one pair. Picked up new shoes for everybody yesterday. Thank God for BOGO!

4. My Goal is to cook enough food this weekend that can last the entire week..at least thru Thursday. Maybe lasagna, baked chicken, beans/rice and a few sides.

But first,
5. I will take my suits to the cleaners and

6. Aminah to dance class.

7. Once I pick up some Skecher Shape Ups, I will return home and start working on this list!

Will it be a challenging weekend and week? No Doubt! As long as I see it piece by piece, I can make it through.